I’ve been going through a lot of relationship changes the past two years – in both gaining and losing, friends mostly.
I’m a few months into a 6-month meditation class where we use astrology charts to find out about ourselves and patterns in our lives. I don’t quite have a handle on all of it but it is interesting and I am learning new things all the time.
We are studying the 6th house right now and I guess this is the part where the planet Pluto has been crossing my path (I don’t know all the correct lingo). With Pluto comes a lot of shifting of relationships. This helps it make sense to me – why things are happening.
I’m told that the space needs to be cleared of all the “old” in order for the “new” to find its place. That is Exactly what it feels like is happening!
It’s still hard though – to change up habits of talking to certain people and getting my “kudos” or positive strokes from them. Who do I turn to now? It’s hard keeping the proper focus when the feelings of the moment are very scattered and clueless.
I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW this will all be for the good and for the better, it’s just hard to see it when all I feel on some level is the Loss of the someone’s I once held special and dear to me.
Found on my old blog: written 16 December 2007 at 5:06 pm