I’ve been out of formal school for over a decade and then some but to me Fall has always been the time of year where you bought new clothes, supplies, geared up for classes, new experiences/people/relationships, made plans and set goals. Generally, it is a time to look Forward to what exciting things will be happening next. This fall has been no exception.
To make room for the New I’ve learned I have to be willing to let go of the “old” and trust that the Universe will provide in my best interest. I don’t know why I always seem surprised when Opportunities pop up in my life that I have been wanting. It always feel like a “duh” moment – I have to slap myself around because hello – I just asked for that and voila! It might not have come in the way or timing I would have wanted, but the Universe does give you what you want whether you are aware of what you want or not – our thoughts are enough to put it out there. Ask and receive people. It really is that simple.
Italy (and now Germany) has come around again when I thought she was long gone and had pretty much given up on it happening (been waiting since March, hello?). Again, the timing isn’t the greatest as it pertains to our condo lawsuit but you know what my big lesson has been this last month, is this: there is no “right” time sometimes! I think I needed a smack of a reminder that it IS all About The Jylly – right here, right now, in the moment! Roar! I finally figured out that the lawsuit will still be here and we can manage everything over email or a conference call. I don’t NEED to be here physically. I let the lawsuit stop me once… No More!
Opportunities are popping up left and right at work. I’ve been working a lot with a different group and in a different area and it’s amazing the difference of actually being noticed and recognized for a job well done! What a concept! *rolls eyes*
New potential romantic relationships are popping up. I would not have thought I was ready for one, having just gotten out of a relationship two weeks ago. However, meeting new people sometimes serves as a catalyst to figuring out what you really want – there is no way to avoid the magnifying glass that is pointing out ever so largely that “here is what you have, it isn’t working, are you done yet?” and “over here is a Someone whose qualities match better”. Magnanimous growth going on here.
I have a lot of options right now – what do I want to do, where do I want to go, what is the next level I’m taking myself to? The great news is that there isn’t a right answer, just different outcomes for each choice. It’s a win-win! COOL! That really is a relief for the chick who used to live her life for all the wrong people and all the wrong reasons.
So now, what am I going to do? I’m going to Step Up, Keep it Moving and figure it out (duh)!